La Maison Dieu

This because tarot 16 was in my dream this morning:


Crowned in self important glory

man walks close

the house of God

Carrying worldly wealth,

fickle fame

and transitory temporal power

He seeks to deal with God

to buy his very own

stairway to heaven

Heaven is not for buying

and a thunderbolt

ejects man from His house

Bringing him to his knees

amidst his scattered goods

to ponder on his folly

To ponder the price of crowns,

the price of material obsession

and the cost of all his deeds

9 – Completion – Yesod – World of the Sorcerers

In trying to work up my dream from this morning I looked up London W4 and as far as I can tell I have nothing to do with W4. The nearest I get is when I used to play rugby for the social team called the Occasionals or Ockies at London Welsh across the river in Richmond.

So, I started looking at the numerology 999 = 9+9+9 = 27, 2+7 = 9

9 is the tarot card L’hermite which is in some ways me.

In Kabballah 9 refers to the world of Yesod or Jesod. Which is the stage before manifestation. In the Toltec Tradition it is known as the World of the Sorcerers. Where astral plane magic might be undertaken. One can only enter and exit at will if one has collected and thereby attained all the 22 light jewels.

The reason it is called the World of the Sorcerers is because it is littered with the remains of would be Sorcerers. It is a “place” that can drive you bat shit crazy.

Over the past few days, I have been getting dream snippets with girl’s names, Helen, Ellen and now Gillian. {Gillian is not too far from Helen if you are dreaming.}

The first two fit with the Priam Precept {Helen of Troy}.

Gillian is a nurse {need for healing} and is therefore likely to be of a Southerly persuasion.

In numerology W is a five so W4 becomes 5+4 = 9

The jewel of the nagal woman is 9 and she acts as pathfinder lighting the way as per l’hermite. She is in the South like me.

The jewel for 9 is completion which is a bit like the two nines in the yin yang symbol used for Tai Chi.

W is west and 5 is number of the Westerly Stalker…

There are two “nines” in completion one black, one white, just as the dark is nearing completion the light begins.


The gut feel I get is that something old, very old, which had one intention { that backfired} has in the fullness of time manifested something entirely different {Priam Precept}. Karma of old, fate, and pertaining to me is bearing fruit and coming towards some kind of completion. Or rather there is a possibility of completion because completion is not so easy. If this does not get sorted it will continue to come back and bite one in the bum. It is urgent {999} that this completion is achieved so that healing {ambulance / paramedic} can take place.

It is not my karma…it “belongs” to others…

2023 Numerology and Tarot

In these difficult times, here is my first pass at 2023.

The first sensation I get is one of angularity, of points and spikes.  A jarring even.

23 is the dark jewel of destructive behaviour. 3 is the jewel of mixed abundance, need for creativity and joy. 2 + 3 = 5 is the jewel for the need for freedom and change. All in all, this is not a round smooth setting. The triangle and the pentagram. If the pentagram is inverted, we have 23 or minus 5, oppression, no freedom, no change.

Things will get worse and we need to find some joy in the mixed abundance, good and bad, 3.

This is probably a safe bet.

2 is the jewel for humility and understanding {need for}. One needs to listen to and follow what is written in the book of destiny. Where there is no humility fate cannot unfold smoothly.

I often think of 2 as the book of karma. Karma must unfold. The effects of the causes will manifest and bear their karmic fruit, whether we like it or not. It is unwise to try to resist karma. Otherwise, more karma is caused.

For some reason I don’t feel le mat or zero active here. It, he, is more of a place holder.

Overall, 2023 is a seven year. Here the two horses on the chariot are pulling in opposite directions. There is a need for guidance as to which course to take otherwise there will be a destructive parting of ways.

Seven is also the number of the dreamer and the dreamed. The dreamed {personality} needs to take guidance from the dreamer, the Soul. A willing and humble acceptance of said guidance will allow a moving forward. Failure to listen to guidance means getting stuck, entrenched even.

In this sense guidance could mean listening to the planet also. We are currently having a “once in a lifetime” event in the USA. Pakistan has been submerged. There may be an increasing frequency of these so-called once in a lifetime events. The planet is talking to us!!

The feeling I get from Le Chariot for 2023 is not one of accepting guidance, though. I think that the crown, self-importance, will play out and there will be more cleavage and division in the world.

2022 did not manifest as a plus 6. The old remains. No choice between the old and the new was made.

Similarly, I fear that 2023 will not manifest as a plus 7. There will not be forward movement. This suggests that the stalemate in eastern Europe remains or even escalates. If the 23 comes fully into play, it could be very bad news indeed.

23 could manifest as a 5, freedom and change. I don’t see the seed, the germ of that at the moment. It is more like a pope of old keeping people stuck to the status quo.

First pass…

Megatron – Magic Dream 19-12-22

It was a dark and stormy night I had woken at 4:30 and listened to the storm. At one point I heard a persistent high pitched whine in my left ear only. It lasted more than ten seconds. I must have drifted off to sleep around 7 AM and according to the wife I was kicking about.

The dream is set in Australia. I arrive at a dockland area. There are two vast cranes which are stacked with cars like car transporters. They are lifting these up into the sky. I, slightly nervously, walk under them and into a space below a spacious bridge. There is a gathering of people there sat on the floor. There are mostly young and I understand it to be a science outreach event called the Megatron. Z and Y are there. I sit down outside the gathering proper and listen in.

Z, seated on the floor, is boasting about all the other events they have done including one in the prestigious Sydney docks, they managed to close off some famous street. He is telling the participants that they should count themselves lucky to be here and that all the others are zeros. I get up and walk over to him and clip him on the head. He drops a white glass plate which he is holding and it breaks when it hits the ground. I say that he is setting a very bad example telling the youngsters that other people are zeros. He gets up nervously and I make as if to clip him again. He avoids and I chase him slowly around the listening circle. Every time I feign to clip him, he cowers and avoids. I turn my back on him and walk to the bridge wall. There I pick up my cigarettes, my mobile ‘phone and my fishing rod. I know that he does not understand the true meaning of zero. I walk off and they are all surprised that I am leaving the event.

I walk towards a town centre. As I do this, I smoke a cigarette. I put the packet and my ‘phone in my back right hand pocket. The sensation of smoking in the dream is very realistic. After I finish smoking, I transfer my green fishing rod to my right hand.

As I am walking along the street, I notice a little boutique selling artefacts, these are pieces of tree branch decorated with mother of pearl and other seashells. Some of them function as windmills. They are very shiny and sparkly. A woman who runs the shop notices me looking at the shells and artefacts. I comment that they are highly unusual are very attractive. She says that there are more upstairs and would I like to come in. I put my fishing rod to lean against a wall. I follow her up a very tight spiral staircase carved out of an orange-brown wood. We arrive at a landing and there is a two door thigh high swing gate fashioned out of the same wood. She lifts up the latch and ushers me in. She closes the door behind me.

We go deeper into the building.  A young woman with dark hair arrives. This is my daughter Helen says the older woman. I say hello and she replies.

“Helen is trying to go to the Megatron and has applied. They have asked her to do a montage as an application. Would you look at it for us?”


Helen hands me her montage which is between two cardboard covers of an intense dark brown colour. There are many leaves of paper. Her pictures and calligraphy are exquisite. Some of it written in a metallic gold ink, which is gold in colour but not of gold.

I am very impressed with what she has put together. I ask to see the letter outlining the task.

This letter is handwritten on dark purple paper. And sure enough the instructions are there. They look to have been written in two different hands. One by a woman and the last paragraph by a man.

I show this to the woman who at first disagrees and then agrees. The writing again is in a sloping italic “metallic” ink.

As this point a large semi-bald man comes through the wooden gate. He is wearing a brown camel hair coat and is larger than life in his presence. He comes over to me and shakes my hand. He is the father of Helen.

My eye is drawn to a farmyard scene made out of porcelain statues. There are deer, two piglets, a dog and a cow. As soon as he finished shaking my hand the scene animates and comes to life. I know it is magic. Two deer come over to greet the man and I offer them the back of my hand to smell, which they do. The piglets start squealing and running all over the place. They run over my feet. Everybody now has sparkly eyes.

The man asks If Helen’s application is good. I say to her that it is very good but not to tell them about her magic animals. 

The man asks If I will be at the Megatron. I say no and that now I am staying at Alice {Springs}.

He asks if I am going back there tonight.


“Are you flying?”

“I will get there.”

I wish Helen luck and then go to leave.

The man says to be careful with the gate otherwise the piglets will escape.

I go out through the gate, closing it behind me. I go downstairs, pick up my fishing rod and walk out into the normal city street.

I am aware that this dream pertains to a tarot card.

Dream ends

Tarot Zero

From Wikipedia:

Megatron is a fictional character and the main antagonist of the Transformers media franchise produced by American toy company Hasbro and Japanese toy company Takara Tomy. Megatron is the cruel and tyrannical leader of the Decepticons, a faction of sentient, war-mongering robotic lifeforms that seeks to conquer their home planet of Cybertron and the rest of the known universe. He serves as the archenemy of Optimus Prime, the leader of the rival Autobot faction. As with all Cybertronians, Megatron has the ability to transform between his robot form and various vehicles or weapons. His alternate modes have ranged from a Walther P38 handgun, a particle-beam weapon, a telescopic laser cannon, and a Cybertronian jet, depending on which continuity he is depicted in.

Megatron’s most consistent origin portrays him as having risen up from being an oppressed worker to a gladiatorial champion who took the legendary name of one of the original Thirteen Primes—Megatronus—as his own. He shortened his name when he became a political revolutionary who attempted to reform Cybertron’s corrupt governing body and called for an end to its decrepit caste system. As the mentor of the young Orion Pax, Megatron preached that freedom of self-determination was the right of all sentient beings. When Megatron grew corrupted by his power, Orion would utilize his teachings against him as Optimus Prime. In most incarnations, Megatron would eventually meet his demise at Optimus’ hands, only to later be resurrected as Galvatron.”

 Foxtrotting Hotel  !!

Walther P38!!!

Rishi Sunak – Numerology

The first thing to say is that the numerology has a nice sense of symmetry to it. In particular the personality aspects of Rishi. There are a lot of nines there which mean he has experience of implementing “completion, the universal teacher, the big brother {in a good sense}, selflessness, broad-minded- ness and benevolence”.

It also speaks of the “sound” of Rishi as it is used to refer to the sages of old.

I will outline the positives only.

Rishi’s principal challenge is to express the 4. {Stability strength, dependability, sobriety, judiciousness, the executive, the natural ruler}. So, his new job allows him to face this challenge head-on when there are jitters and discord.

His third pinnacle is 2 from the power number 11.  {the unfoldment of destiny, the natural arbitrator, humility, understanding gentleness and strength of conviction} from {love of the limelight, the natural performer, the natural speaker, the visionary, intuitive and inspirational} He is a couple of years into this pinnacle. It should mature over the next few years.

His soul urge is 4 which is very nicely in line with his principal challenge this lifetime.

His personality number is 8 {Harmony, balance the conservative, the politician, the banker, the editor}

In the planes of expression he has no 4s. Therefore, to experience a 4 is his principal challenge and what his soul chose this life to do, to explore its urge.

His destiny number is 3. The negative aspects of which are chaos, lacking in completion, scattering of talents, the show off. {Does this sound like someone?} The positive aspects are mixed abundance, creativity, the collector, versatility, friendliness.

He has picked up a chalice with some poison in it at a difficult time to have the opportunity to work on the 4. {Mixed abundance}

Rishi the name and personal expression is the nine both soul and personality, this is a truly neat vehicle for him to work in.

The choice of parents {Sunak} on the Soul side is 4, which is in line with his soul urge.

The choice of parents on the personality side is an 8 which is in line with his overall personality.

{Good choice of vehicle Mr Sunak…}

His power number is 11 which is a power number {love of the limelight, the natural performer, the natural speaker, the visionary, intuitive and inspirational}. If he needs to, he can pull this out of the magical top hat.

In the planes of expression there are a few 1s. He “knows” from previous lives how to pioneer, go-get, the strategist, natural leader, fluid and tenacious.

All in all, from the numerology it looks like a good fit to his chosen life and where he finds himself now. He has bitten off a big challenge, but he appears to have the wherewithal to handle it.