It is bright and sunny outside thus it is safer to talk of the darkness. People like me get exposed to the darkness and it is not, generally, something which engenders fear in me. That darkness comes in many forms and here forms if often the most correct word.
Last night we watched a film “Malevolent” in which some fake paranormal investigators ply their trade. Irrespective of whether you believe in such things it is on many levels a dumbass thing to do, just in case. It is also manipulative and if it takes advantage of others who are scared, it is unpleasant and evil in itself. I would call people doing this “demon bait”. How could a demon resist someone already sufficiently corrupt to con the needy? It is like an Airbnb host waiting for new guests.
When I mention auras do I mean glowing energy fields around people, man?
No.
I mean how people “feel”, what “vibe” they emanate and propagate out into the world. This in my case is not visual it is an intuitive feel. I have seen auras manifested visually whilst tripping on mushrooms. But that is not what I am talking about.
People can be hooked on the face value of what people say and not the feeling, the emanation, of the person doing the speaking. I’ll wager that there are quite a number of people out there who thought they were having one affect / impact on me with their words, when my intuition / feeling was picking up something entirely different unbeknownst to the emanator. I place more value and trust on my intuition that whatever it is people say. In general, and in the long run, it has been more accurate than the “forked tongue” presentations.
I have noted that people genuinely believe that they have “hoodwinked” me when they have gotten entirely the wrong idea regarding my receptivity. I am more detached than people estimate.
Last night, in the wee small hours, I had a strong dream / vison of what I shall call “the darkened queue”. This queue is the line of “people” post death waiting for their desserts and in this case, it was not a Michelin 3* sweet. It was their due measure of darkness, served to keep them bound into incarnation and symptomatic of a difficult upcoming karma. In that queue were at least several people I once knew. Being drawn towards that queue were others.

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I have met people whom I deem a “nasty piece of work”. They emanate a kind of malevolence, a sweaty fear and paranoia. They are aggressive, defensive, and very ME oriented. They go out of their way to hurt and lash out at others in a destructive way. They temporarily feel better by belittling others. {You might imagine this describes Trump.} Far from being an altruistic leader of the free world he is a dark, dark being, possibly adept. Power over is the addiction and the lust. Luckily, I have not met anyone personally quite so skilled in the dark arts.
He has a “bad” aura, as did Jimmy Savile…
Modern psychology might call these narcissists or sociopaths but it is something much more primordial than that. It is not tractable to academic, as we currently know it, study. Being dramatic we could say that it is a manifestation of the ancient darkness.
People who are hypnotised and entranced by power neglect their inner tuition and can fall hook line and sinker, imagining that the evil-one will help them advance materially in some way. Those on the make are often tempted and blind. Their own greed and lust get the better of them.
They may give the purveyor of evil fame and a knighthood to add to their cover.
Often when I meet people with a darkened and unpleasant aura, I wonder am I here to help them, endure them or learn from them. I have met people with dark, cloying manipulative auras and others just with a simple darkness, a loss of hope. The latter are less harmful and may simply need a few “photons” of light.
This cloying nature is the glue which entangles people into the web of a manipulator, for them to be used and bled as and when. It is almost tangible in a kind of weird incestuous way.
“Do you wanna be in my gang, my gang, Oh yeah”.
It cloyingly entangles people into the circle and is the glue which keeps cults alive. It enders group mind and a negative sycophantic version of guru yoga. My “guru”, my leader, is omniscient and cannot be challenged.
Light, free and easy it is not.
The glue is along the lines of an itchy back paradigm but is inevitably more salacious and less pleasant than a bit of harmless grooming and transaction. The glue nearly always has some secrets which may not be uttered in daylight. They may only be spoken “entre nous”.
Secrets held in the darkness always fester and mutate. They can infect beyond the initial bearers as people can be manipulated into the propagation and sustenance of secrets. Secrets are always on one level, hungry. Shame is used to keep the covert, covert. Compliance and collusion are encouraged and when people have failed to speak up in a timely manner that adds to the glue, the binds and the binding.
Secrets in a strange way nearly always develop a life all of their own.
The thing is that once people have erred, they can use tricks of the mind to justify and enforce behavioural patterns. They imagine themselves “in the right” and are at least outwardly adamant that they have done nothing dodgy. This negative justificatory circle enables and allows further descent. It becomes a spiral.
Any attempt to help or to let in even a little light is seen as an attack and the boiling oil is poured from the metaphorical battlements of the fortress of self-justification.
And so, people find themselves in “the darkened queue” collecting the curriculum for their next incarnation.
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