I began doing the Master in the Heart meditation 2nd December 2008. I had little problem visualising the lotus and opening the bud. I had after all been visualizing yellow and blue roses every day for 8 years. Having constructed the Antahkarana I began “seeing” a doorway high up on the mental plane.
Today I went through the doorway into light on the floor of a temple. It had a Tibetan feel. I was dressed in Tibetan monk’s robes. They were all excited and welcoming to me. They are my brothers.
I had a sense that there was much more coming. So, I went upstairs and lay on the bed.
Once more I “went” into the temple. They were all welcoming. “Welcome back brother you have been gone a long time.” They made me sit down. They began washing me with light of many different colours. They said that they were working on my aura. The light show was absolutely spectacular. There was an iridescence of colours mingling and intermingling. The aura was swept many times.
Suddenly I felt grabbed by an awareness.
There was a flash of deepest royal electric blue. I saw pathways to all sorts of places and a multi-spoked spot which I understood to be the wheel of life. Then I saw stars and a vision of the cosmos.
I had a brief interlude to go downstairs. Back on the bed.
I went through the doorway again and the Tibetan was waiting there.
“Welcome brother. Good to see you.”
“And you brother. This is Shamballa, isn’t it?” I asked.
“Where shall I go?”
They ushered me into a room with a mat deep inside the temple. I was to lie on this mat.
“They are going to work on you.”
“Should I remain conscious?”
“Yes, if you can though it doesn’t overly matter. Try to remember as much as you can.”
Then they began on my left side working first on my eyes and my head sweeping energies up and down through my spinal column and in all the centres. They opened vision in my left eye.
“They are the Deva Lords, aren’t they?”
“Yes, in the department of the Manu.”
Then they began on my right side. I shifted consciousness outside and saw the temple “floating” on a luminous cloud. Then back in with them working on my right side.
The temperatures of the two sides are different. They worked some more on my right side.
Then I felt myself being “struck” directly between my shoulder blades. Once, twice, thrice, four times five times. The impact was intense and permeated everywhere.
I lost consciousness
I had the urge to wake up. It was very difficult to reanimate the form, the body. I had several goes. In that space I tried to get the wife to help. It did not seem to work. In that “space” her soul was promising to try to change her behaviour. There must be change.
I was getting frustrated and then all of a sudden, I woke up quickly feeling very lightheaded.
Four earth hours had passed.